letting go??

I'm in a serious dilemma.....
having to let go of someone u love so much....is a very painful thing to do...
i did it once.....and i never thought of doing that ever again....cause it hurts....
to love someone....u have to do it whole-hearted....
but sometimes there are just things that stand between you n her/him
once these things come.....there is no telling how serious the damage can be cause....
you can said that you love her/him very much...
but what if she/he changes in a sudden? you'll start to have doubts....
the question is......is it better to let it go...so that both sides will be happier?

Boring holiday~~~

hey guess what....is HARI RAYA HAJI!! WOOOO!!
and all of us suppose to go out and have fun during this day~~~
but......we are all tie up by the same old thing again....ASSIGNMENTS
now starting to miss all the secondary and primary school times....
where most of them can have fun to the fullest during holidays.....brrrrrrrrr

Here it goes AAAGAIN

a mental game for 20 days.....
last time...it was just around 10 days.....and it almost "kill" both of us...
but it was a good experience....where both of the players can chill themselves out during this "freezing" period
well....here it goes again.....this  time.....20days.......

1ST DAY
hmmmmm....nothing much on the first day.....quite confuse on how i feel bout....
well...there's two side of me.......
one thinking that "i'm missing you now, muacks" and another one thinking that "i'm unofficially single for 20 days....wooohoooo"....
anyway.....19 days more to go.....and i'm still struggling within me.....whether to lose the game or not....

2ND DAY
after surpassing the first day....i can't tahan anymore....
i give this game up~~~~because i miss her too much T.T 

hideous cravens~~

short definition for cravens are.....COWARDS....
i soon realized that there a lot of cravens around me.....maybe not me myself only...but others as well
they tend to hide from you.....and i don't know why they want to do so.....
furthermore, they'll throw knives behind you.....this is what i call as back-stabbing...
these people lack of the courage a human being has.....they dare not to stand in front of the people they wanted to stab because they are afraid....and i don't know why
so when they don't have the courage to do so.....they'll turn to other resources....
here again...is FACEBOOK....
post after post after post......this people will tend to post or "stab" people in facebook rather than facing them face-to-face......
don't know whether they realized or not that facebook is viewable by all.....people that being "stab" eventually knows who's the one stabbing them......
for me.....they are just dumb idiots la.....if u dare to post it in any social networking system....why don't u put ur courage into facing that person face-to-face?

Facebook???

facebook - the hottest social networking system ever.......and some more according to research, malaysia has the highest number of people who actually have an active account in fb...
now I'm wondering....why people play facebook? influence from friends....peer pressures...or just for the sake of having it only??
sigh.....here some of the "crucial" facts that why people actually  play or "manipulate" facebook...
1st....finding friends online: facebook i think is the better way to know more friends from different places and environment....n its way better than using msn or skype only.....
2nd.....business purposes: adverts, promotions....etc etc.....we've seen a lot of these things on fb..n starts to get irritated because people or "businessmen" whom they claimed, can actually tag u in somekind of album or post....then u'll receive tons of notifications from it (dang it!!)
3rd.....last but not least.......ATTENTION SEEKERS!!! THE MOST OBVIOUS OF ALL~~~a very great example is change in relationship  status.....people like to change their status for many reasons.....from "single" to "in a relationship" to "engaged" and sumtimes "marry to"...(crap....kids nowadays....they are marry at the age of 14????) LOL....then people willl eventually comment on it...."who ah", "who's the lucky guy or gal"....sienzzzzz.......stupid a**h****......suka suka then change status....wat the hell man? haiz.....

I'll be back!!

that's what i said 2 years ago....
well....i'm back to blogging again!! woohoo!!
blogging is usually a place (my definition) where it lets people to release all their emotional stuffs
so here i am....getting emo emo again.....so i open a new blog!!
unfortunately for now....i don't have the time to do blogging
cause my class will start at 930 later....(dang it!)