Sometimes (2)

Sometimes,
I just wanted to put down everything,
and move on to the afterlife....

Sometimes (1)

Sometimes,
I just wanted to talk..
That's all..

YOU

"YOU"

No words can express how much I love YOU,

No actions can be taken to show my love to YOU,

No nothing in this world can elaborate my love to YOU.

I'm glad to have YOU in my life.

A Long Wait

24/05/2012

This is the day where we waved goodbye

Promising each other that we will stay and be strong for the next 4 months

A long long pile of tests await us.

Days after days

Weeks after weeks

Months after months

We've waited for this moment to come

Though there's conflicts and arguments along the way

But our love still stands strong.

19/09/2012

It has been a long wait

The day has come where we can finally say:

"We've fulfilled our promise"

I Love You 

I Found You

In every different aspects of life,

We were given a variety of choices.

From education to life career,

From places to go to places to stay or avoid,

From single to married and many more,

and we often made a lot of mistakes in choosing one

But at least I made one right 

and that is You.

You made me feel alive

You made me feel love

You made everything in my life change

I'm glad that I found You <3 p="p">

(hope you feel the same way as I do)

Further Away

After tomorrow, there'll be another extra 900 miles between you and me.

You'll be much further away from me compared now

Even though only just for few days, I'll still feel grieve

I'm going to miss you so so much.

Though the distances between us might change, but my love for you will never change

No matter what...

I Love You 

(p.s. 55 days to go <3 ) 

How I miss you

How I miss having you holding my hand

How I miss having hugs and kisses everyday

How I miss having you walking side by side with me

How I miss having you cuddling with me

How I miss having you talking with me

How I miss having you beside me

Today, This night... I wept in sadness

Because

I miss you

Distance~~~

How It All Begins

Short and simple pics to show How I met You

7000 Miles

Options

7000 miles apart

One in UK, One in Malaysia

But.....

Distance will never separate two truly loving hearts.

I will wait for you baby dear.

You are my only one.

Choosing My Path

Life, as I know it and most of the time, is about choosing the right path.

Future, relationship, love, friends, career are all parts of our life and we are given choices.

There's no right or wrong in each path. We cannot go and blame people for choosing their own path in life.

But instead, try to trust them and encourage them in life.


I'm here now and standing in front of me are paths to my future.

I'm still in the midst of deciding which way to go.

Some will say "you can always make a U-turn and start all over".

But I'll say "Wouldn't it be time wasting to go all over again?"

Indeed we cannot predict our future nor speculate anything that might happen.

sigh...dilemma dilemma....

The Only Thing

Don't ask me WHY

Don't ask me WHAT

Don't ask me WHEN

Don't ask me HOW

The ONLY thing that you need to know is that I LOVE you with all my heart. <3

I'm a failure....

Goosebumps!!

After spending half a day in the hospital yesterday,

I don't know whether it's good or bad

But I'm starting to get goosebumps over small matters

I'm afraid...scare that something might happen soon....hmmmm

Impossible??

5 months have past since "it" happened....

I still can't let it go...

Time passes and I'm still holding on to "it"

I don't know whether there is still chance or not...

but I'm still holding on...

with the hope that everything will be back as usual...or better...

Silent Tears

Missing you~~~

Photos & quotes gallery



Photos & quotes gallery

1st Anniversary!

Yeap~~I've been here (in KL) for approximately a year

I've witnessed lots and lots of stuffs and happenings around me

and found out the huge difference between living in a big city and small towns

YOU HAVE TO SPEND LOTS OF CASH HERE IN KL TO SURVIVE!!! ARGH!!!

anyway, the first half of the year has been a very good, happy and stable moment for me.

getting to know new friends, new environment, new cultures

BUT, everything changes during the 2nd half of the year.

Tons of shits happened, unexpected and expected things happened.

Breakup, lost of confidence, friends departure, shitty job (internship)

I think that wraps up all the things that happened to me for the past one year in KL

Hopefully a better year will come ahead for me....adios amigos~~~~

Weird feelings....

I've been very very "out-of-track" for the feelings I had recently....

I'm not sure what feeling it is.....

is something like...."I miss you"....but not "love you" that kind of weird feeling....

I had these feelings towards one girl whom I shouldn't have it........(guilty)


Another case happened few days ago....(two days??)

When I happened to bumped onto my ex in a LRT....

She was coming out and I was going in......

It feels weird....

I felt so wanted to talk to her at that time....but I couldn't....

I admitted that I do miss her la (not that kind of "love" or "like" type of miss)

Maybe she was with that "fella" that time....that's why I don't dare to speak with her....

or maybe she still loathes me for what I did before....weird...


Lastly...is you-know-who......

Last month, I've went back to a place where I acknowledged it as my third home...(1st Perak, 2nd Brunei)

But before that, a day before I went back, out-of-nowhere I bumped into her....(weird feelings again.....)

I went and talked to her...we talked like as if we are very very good friends or friends who haven't met for months....but in fact, we are "not"

Then after that, I went back with my bros.....and I said "I'M HOME K*****!!!"

Then we went yum cha....cc...chit chatting....peeping on girls XP.....

And I've never thought that one of my bro asked her out for bfast...

That really shocked me....I don't even know what to say....I was like "Hi" only...

I couldn't even open my mouth or move any parts of my body in front of her...

weird.....weird....here's the question....is it because that I still loves her, thats why I couldn't speak up......

Or.....Do I loathed her for what she did??......weird.......

Is the time of the month again~~~XD

My God!!!

Is the freaking time of the month again!!

IM HAVING "PERIOD" PAIN!!

huh?? not reli period pain la (of coz la....guys can't have periods....if they do....oops XP)

I'm just having some serious stomachache these few days...

Damn FRIGGIN PAINFUL!!!

can anyone suggest any nice, fast and efficient medicine for me?? :p