Happy Birthday!!

Happy 61st birthday to my most beloved dad in the whole wide world!!! *Hugs!!
Sorry that I wasn't there for you because I can't adjust and squeeze out some free time for you
But I promise that I'll be there for you for the following year, the year after, the year after "the year"~~until NO END~~~
You have been a very very good and supportive dad.
You'll always take good care of us, giving us more allowance each week (Mom doesn't know)
You'll always be there for us whenever we faces troubles and obstacles
Although I seldom have a nice conversation with you, but I can still feel your love coming out from the words you said to us.....Thanks Dad....Thank God for allowing me to born in this family.
Being your son is the proudest thing that I'll ever had in my life
I'm grateful that I've had you as my father...I love you dad~~~(take good care, don't always work OT) ^^

I'll be there next year!! LOVE YOU DAD!!

funny but cute name~~^^

I've been in two relationships~~~and the 2 of them have few things in common:
Christian....Malaysian...related to TAR...Kampar...Girls (= =)....bla bla bla (many more)
But it is their name that makes me remember both of them the most...
BECAUSE THEY HAVE 2 REDUNDANT WORDS IN THEIR NAME~~~(is it right to say like tat??)
1st: ching2
2nd: wai2

XD~~~so next will be who leh?? wen wen?? lei lei?? miao miao (XD)~~~

Happy Valentines to Myself

Happy "Lonely" Valentines Day to Myself again...
How many "again" have i been saying this to myself? sigh...can't remember...
For 22 long years, I have never ever celebrated this day with anyone in my life before...
At least I have friends with me during New Year, Chinese New Year, and of course, Christmas Day.
But just not during valentines because most of them have their own dates or partner...
I know there's a lot "me" out there suffering the same situation...but mine's different...
I didn't celebrate with Miss C, my 1st X during valentines day 2 years ago....
The same thing happen to me last year but with another one, Miss J...
sigh....special eh?? Both of them said the same thing to me..

"If we truly loved each other, everyday is valentine's day for us"

I've heard this a lot of time from them...sigh...I know it might not be something special for them...

But for me, I think is kinda special....Because most of the couples around the world celebrates Valentine's Day together....

Going out for dinner, Trip or vacation, Bla bla bla bla (cause i don't know much on how to others celebrate it)

Well, guess I'll be alone again this year's Valentines...maybe God wants me to be that way...You'll never know....

Hope next year will be better la....so HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE~~~

South Park Rules!!

"Retard fish goes on to make more retard babies. And then one day a retard baby fish crawls out of the ocean with its mutant fish hands and it had butt sex with a squirrel or something and made this retard-frog-squirrel. And then that had a retard baby which was a monkey-fish-frog. And then this monkey-fish-frog had butt sex with that monkey. And that monkey had a mutant retard baby that screwed another monkey, and that made you. So there you go. You're the retarded offspring of 5 monkeys having butt sex with a fish-squirrel. Congratulations" South Park~~~

New Year, New Start~~

Two weeks in Ipoh really calmed me down a lot~~~especially after some advices given by my family~~
I really do enjoy the time being with my family~~~and love being with them especially during Chinese New Year...where you can chit-chat with other members of the family....drink with them...bla bla bla~~
I think it is a very good start for me after being so "down" for a very long time...
So....my resolutions for new year are!!!!......

1) lost 80% of the fats inside me...
2) develop a sexy and fit physique...
3) focus in my studies...
4) forget the past and look towards a brighter future and "chance"... ngek ngek

Mom, Dad and "Son"

Dad have a "son" named BIBI.....not really his genetic son...but an adopted one...
Dad found "him" in a shop in Aquarium of KLCC....and "he" is very adorable and cute...
Mom and Dad went like "awwwwwwwww" because of "his" fluffy figure and innocent eyes...
They then decided to "adopt" him...and named "him" BIBI....
"He" is now 5 months old.....and is still growing well with "his" mom....
They used to played with "him" every single day and night....

Dad even made some video of "him" making some funny postures, dance, singings and more....
Besides that, they sometimes caught some really adorable photos of "him"

 "He" stole dad's coke!!

Cute in front of laptop

Nevertheless, "he" has been with them...through all the hard times and good times together....

Dad love "him" just as much as how Dad loves Mom..

But all this ended...because.....Mom and Dad "divorced"

No longer after that....BIBI is now with "his" Mom....leaving his Dad....

BIBI surely miss "his" dad so so much....But.....sigh

BIBI now has a new adopted or step-father who is now taking care of "him" together with Mom....

Dad misses BIBI so much......and Mom too......

The End....

what can i do?

What can you do when you still loves him/her??
and what can you do when you know that he/she still loves you?

Chances are there for this kind of situation....
But I can't seem to find it...
no matter how hard I try......she won't come back to me....
Even if we still loves each other......we can't be together...
I vowed to change...from the bottom of my heart....but then...is worthless....
I'm starting to feel that all my doings are worthless....it meant nothing at all.....
sigh....what can I do?