5 months have past since "it" happened....
I still can't let it go...
Time passes and I'm still holding on to "it"
I don't know whether there is still chance or not...
but I'm still holding on...
with the hope that everything will be back as usual...or better...
Monday, May 23, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
1st Anniversary!
Yeap~~I've been here (in KL) for approximately a year
I've witnessed lots and lots of stuffs and happenings around me
and found out the huge difference between living in a big city and small towns
YOU HAVE TO SPEND LOTS OF CASH HERE IN KL TO SURVIVE!!! ARGH!!!
anyway, the first half of the year has been a very good, happy and stable moment for me.
getting to know new friends, new environment, new cultures
BUT, everything changes during the 2nd half of the year.
Tons of shits happened, unexpected and expected things happened.
Breakup, lost of confidence, friends departure, shitty job (internship)
I think that wraps up all the things that happened to me for the past one year in KL
Hopefully a better year will come ahead for me....adios amigos~~~~
I've witnessed lots and lots of stuffs and happenings around me
and found out the huge difference between living in a big city and small towns
YOU HAVE TO SPEND LOTS OF CASH HERE IN KL TO SURVIVE!!! ARGH!!!
anyway, the first half of the year has been a very good, happy and stable moment for me.
getting to know new friends, new environment, new cultures
BUT, everything changes during the 2nd half of the year.
Tons of shits happened, unexpected and expected things happened.
Breakup, lost of confidence, friends departure, shitty job (internship)
I think that wraps up all the things that happened to me for the past one year in KL
Hopefully a better year will come ahead for me....adios amigos~~~~
Monday, April 18, 2011
Weird feelings....
I've been very very "out-of-track" for the feelings I had recently....
I'm not sure what feeling it is.....
is something like...."I miss you"....but not "love you" that kind of weird feeling....
I had these feelings towards one girl whom I shouldn't have it........(guilty)
Another case happened few days ago....(two days??)
When I happened to bumped onto my ex in a LRT....
She was coming out and I was going in......
It feels weird....
I felt so wanted to talk to her at that time....but I couldn't....
I admitted that I do miss her la (not that kind of "love" or "like" type of miss)
Maybe she was with that "fella" that time....that's why I don't dare to speak with her....
or maybe she still loathes me for what I did before....weird...
Lastly...is you-know-who......
Last month, I've went back to a place where I acknowledged it as my third home...(1st Perak, 2nd Brunei)
But before that, a day before I went back, out-of-nowhere I bumped into her....(weird feelings again.....)
I went and talked to her...we talked like as if we are very very good friends or friends who haven't met for months....but in fact, we are "not"
Then after that, I went back with my bros.....and I said "I'M HOME K*****!!!"
Then we went yum cha....cc...chit chatting....peeping on girls XP.....
And I've never thought that one of my bro asked her out for bfast...
That really shocked me....I don't even know what to say....I was like "Hi" only...
I couldn't even open my mouth or move any parts of my body in front of her...
weird.....weird....here's the question....is it because that I still loves her, thats why I couldn't speak up......
Or.....Do I loathed her for what she did??......weird.......
I'm not sure what feeling it is.....
is something like...."I miss you"....but not "love you" that kind of weird feeling....
I had these feelings towards one girl whom I shouldn't have it........(guilty)
Another case happened few days ago....(two days??)
When I happened to bumped onto my ex in a LRT....
She was coming out and I was going in......
It feels weird....
I felt so wanted to talk to her at that time....but I couldn't....
I admitted that I do miss her la (not that kind of "love" or "like" type of miss)
Maybe she was with that "fella" that time....that's why I don't dare to speak with her....
or maybe she still loathes me for what I did before....weird...
Lastly...is you-know-who......
Last month, I've went back to a place where I acknowledged it as my third home...(1st Perak, 2nd Brunei)
But before that, a day before I went back, out-of-nowhere I bumped into her....(weird feelings again.....)
I went and talked to her...we talked like as if we are very very good friends or friends who haven't met for months....but in fact, we are "not"
Then after that, I went back with my bros.....and I said "I'M HOME K*****!!!"
Then we went yum cha....cc...chit chatting....peeping on girls XP.....
And I've never thought that one of my bro asked her out for bfast...
That really shocked me....I don't even know what to say....I was like "Hi" only...
I couldn't even open my mouth or move any parts of my body in front of her...
weird.....weird....here's the question....is it because that I still loves her, thats why I couldn't speak up......
Or.....Do I loathed her for what she did??......weird.......
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Is the time of the month again~~~XD
My God!!!
Is the freaking time of the month again!!
IM HAVING "PERIOD" PAIN!!
huh?? not reli period pain la (of coz la....guys can't have periods....if they do....oops XP)
I'm just having some serious stomachache these few days...
Damn FRIGGIN PAINFUL!!!
can anyone suggest any nice, fast and efficient medicine for me?? :p
Is the freaking time of the month again!!
IM HAVING "PERIOD" PAIN!!
huh?? not reli period pain la (of coz la....guys can't have periods....if they do....oops XP)
I'm just having some serious stomachache these few days...
Damn FRIGGIN PAINFUL!!!
can anyone suggest any nice, fast and efficient medicine for me?? :p
Monday, February 21, 2011
Happy Birthday!!
Sorry that I wasn't there for you because I can't adjust and squeeze out some free time for you
But I promise that I'll be there for you for the following year, the year after, the year after "the year"~~until NO END~~~
You have been a very very good and supportive dad.
You'll always take good care of us, giving us more allowance each week (Mom doesn't know)
You'll always be there for us whenever we faces troubles and obstacles
Although I seldom have a nice conversation with you, but I can still feel your love coming out from the words you said to us.....Thanks Dad....Thank God for allowing me to born in this family.
Being your son is the proudest thing that I'll ever had in my life
I'm grateful that I've had you as my father...I love you dad~~~(take good care, don't always work OT) ^^
I'll be there next year!! LOVE YOU DAD!!
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